Is it cliché to have the same title twice?

-----------------------------------------------------------------------
I'm a wide, a wake, enthusiastic...repeat...again and again. A camp song sadly enough, I learned it at Blue Lake one summer. Thats exactly how I feel, or should I say another sleepless night...see cliché, right? Once again I am a wake, for reasons, unknown. I hate it so much. Like you have no idea. I would like a full nights rest for once in my life, but no, not me. Rawr. It's 1:29 in the morning. Even if i tried to sleep now I probably, maybe, if I was lucky, wouldn't get to bed till, 2. Which is 4 and 1/2 hours asleep. Maybe I should try? It's better then nothing, I guess. I'm tempted just to stay up all night, but I know I wont be able to do that. I need my sleep, no matter how little that is. *YAWN* Bed time yet? I don't think so. Time for me to get off, ya most likely.
------------------------------------------------------------------------
Sophia Ketchum-Goulding

RAWR means I love Elena in dinosaur.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------
I mean things always seem to go hay wire for me. Friday night, my Dad called me while I was at an art show. I almost didn't pick up I wasn't exactly in the mood to talk to him while I was out. But he had called the day before and forgot to call back up. So I thought it was only right to pick up. He called to tell me, that my Aunt was sick, and in the hospital. Sense I've known for a few days now, I'm calmer. But that night was insane. The reason for the title? Well at the art show there was wall of just post it's where you could tell everyone your secret without any one knowing who it was. Well my friend as a joke put I am in love with Sophia Ketchum-Goulding, and earlier I had put, Rawr means i love you in dinosaur. So I crossed of the "you" and put her name in, "Elena." For some reason it's been stuck in my mind all weekend, it's just been weird. But I'm scared to go back to school and face everyone. My teachers, my friends, just everyone. It was a long weekend. I was on the brink of tears almost all of Saturday. But when I went out and hung out with my friends I was happy I did. Just being with them made me feel so much better. Thats why I love them.
----------------------------------------------------------------------
Sophia Ketchum-Goulding

Another Sleepless Night

------------------------------------------------------------------------

I cant sleep of course. This always seems to happen to me. It drives me up a wall it is 1:35 in the morning where I am and I have to get up in about 5 hours in order to go to school. I was sick the past few days but I feel better, but sense I slept ALL day today, that means no sleep for me tonight, which is bogus, and stupid. But there isn't much that I can do about it sadly. ): Maybe after my head stops pounding and I relax a little bit, it will all be ok... hopefully.... I just want to roll over with my teddy bear, Herbert, and fall asleep. My boyfriend gave me my Teddy bear, its soo cute too, I love it. I sleep with him every night, I carried him every where with me at first. But soon people started to ask me what was up with my teddy bear and those such things. I felt like I was a little kid again..hmm..maybe I will do it again. I like feeling like I am 4, every morning I see my brother Quinn on the couch and I wish so much that I was him, just able to watch tv half asleep every morning till he has school at 9. Arg, the lucky duck. I ask my Mom almost every morning too, can I please be 4 again, please? I think we all want to be able to that, not have to worry about things. I hate worrying. It's not fun, not one bit. I am going to once again try to sleep. Sweet Dreams.

----------------------------------------------------------------------

Sophia Ketchum-Goulding

First Timer

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

So this is my first blog post ever. I always thought it would be a little weird having a blog showing everyone on the web you inner feelings. But now I kinda get it. No one has to read this, but it's a way for me to tell any one who wants to listen what I am thinking, or maybe I am just thinking way to much into this. Anyways my name is Sophia Ketchum-Goulding and I go to Community High School, the hippie school in my town. Pretty much a perfect fit for me, I mean trust me I am not a hippie, but I do like the freedom that they give you at my school. Its a small school compared to the other public schools in my town, only about 100 kids per grade, making it a grand total of about 400 in my whole school. Small right? And I don't even live in a small town, the other schools here have about 3,000 kids. Which for me, thats WAY to big. But pretty much high school has treated me well besides the few tough teachers, I haven't had to face myself with to much drama. I'm pretty much, still, really close with my friends from middle school. I talk to them about every day. I have two brothers Quinn, who is 4, almost 5 and, Teddy, who is 1, and some months. I also have a Mom, a Step-Dad, who lives with me, most of the time, and then my Dad lives near Chicago. My life has its ups and its downs, but I usually make it through all of it.

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Sophia Ketchum-Goulding